beautifulmonster1318

Bleh. I haven't been on here very much in a long time. I feel like ever since my grandma died last October I've been looking back on a lot of stuff. Today I just randomly decided to come on here and try to find all my old accounts. Boy are there a lot of them. 😆 I started at :icondarthmaul1813: , then there were :icondarth-ambzilla: , :iconambz667: , :iconkittykins667: , and finally my last one :iconamberpeterson91: . It was kind of fun to look back at everything, but also really sad. This was the first place I ever found people who were interested in the same things I was and even though I was living in an extremely abusive household, I was able to find a community and new kind of family on here. And now I look at it and everyone I used to talk to is pretty much gone. Or moved somewhere else I can't find. =( It feels like life took everyone away from their passion for art and fandom stuff. Just part of growing old and dealing with crap, I guess. And now I have way less watches and

Well, I have once again failed to be active on here so I thought I'd post some updates. xD Things have still been pretty crazy the past few years, but not as bad as they were. My mom and I did end up moving in with my grandparents after we lost our apartment, but I didn't stay very long because my grandma smokes like crazy and I ended up with bronchitis and pneumonia and a bunch of other health issues (not all smoke-related). It's been pretty much two years of doctors, specialists, biopsies, etc... But after finally being diagnosed with some things at the end of last year, I'm being treated and I think things are going to get better health wi

... apparently lol. It's been so long since I've updated, posted, or even gotten on here at all. Not sure if I still have watchers that pay attention, but I'm gonna update regardless. xD Things have been absolutely crazy the past few years. It's amazing how much things have changed. February 2016 my dad cheated on my mom, broke my mom's nose and left, we lost our house, my mom and I moved into a new apartment that December, my dad's in jail for many unrelated things now, they're getting divorced, we might have to move in with my grandparents in December, which means losing pretty much everything... I had two pet silkie roosters for a while,